Stats kicked my ass all day yesterday. I haven't done that much math since my last HSC exam back in 2006. It was so hard to get back into the math mindset. I managed though, but I've still got three chapters to do so that I'll be caught up, and it's starting to get hard now. I'm fine with the SPSS stuff cause it's all computer stuff, but doing ( Read more... )

   "half of what you wrote is a lie. and yes, i am sorry. and were not getting councilled becase i spoke to the store manager and explained to him what had happened. mark wont get councilled because you are right, he did nothing, everyone from big w who witnessed your little outburst on rose on sunady can tel you that rose didnt get into into ( Read more... )

I'm broken. This past week has taken me and torn me into little pieces and spat me out. I'm having trouble talking to people. I'm having trouble getting out of the house. I'll only do it if it's necessary. I'm having trouble controlling my thoughts. I am fine when Mark is here, but I instantly got butterflies in my stomach when he got up to go to ( Read more... )

No one is immune to doubting, least of all I.

This is the part that sucks. Azaria is downstairs right now with Mark, because I couldn't put my foot down. I'd already agreed. I couldn't take it back. I wouldn't. I won't do to him what he did to me with Melissa. He didn't mean to. He wasn't ok with it. I just want time. I'm not selfish, I deserve ( Read more... )

I'm glad I took today off as well. I am feeling slightly better. My throat doesn't hurt as much, and I have a lot more energy. I hate when you get sick and can't take all the time off you need to recover. I asked for the two days, knowing that I had two days off after that, and I'd been sick already for two days. I should be fine when I go back to ( Read more... )

Yesterday quickly became a horrible day.

I came home sick at 8am. I think I'm getting what Mark had. And I was irate because I rocked up at 4:30am and there was nothing left out for me. How am I supposed to do stocktake when I can't get into the cupboards to count. So then I was an hour behind for everything. In essence it's not that bad, because it ( Read more... )

I feel weird right now. Really, really weird. Last night was huge. Last night was a complete jump over all the little steps I'd taken to get this far ahead. I'm not angry about it though. I knew it was going to happen at some stage. I expected it, but didn't, sort of. I'm not invincible right? No one is. There's always step backs, and now that I'm ( Read more... )

So well I guess Azaria thinks that hanging out with me would be too awkward because from what I gather she wasn't really planning on going to the movies tomorrow with me anyway. Mark was texting her, as he has been all afternoon, and I've been in on it, texting for him while he was in the shower and driving and just randomly reading all his ( Read more... )

I'm in mass freak out mode caused by your computer telling you that you have like 300 things that are potentially wrong with your computer, and that porn sites are to blame. I just like to get off ok. But this sucks. Looks like it'll be bye-bye porn for me, unless anyone knows anywhere reliable and free? I think I should stop anyway. I'm way too ( Read more... )

Going to the laundromat was fun today. I've never done it before, and short of washing clothes in the laundry at a holiday park we've stayed at six times, I've never washed anywhere else except home. I got two of my quilts washed, but not the blanket. They had this huge washing machine, but it only fit two, and I wasn't paying another $15 for just ( Read more... )